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13, 1944, something seemed off to Cash. Jack, 15, had felt uneasy about going off to work, but
compelled by his work ethic he continued on. Ultimately, this feeling persisted within the family
throughout the day, and tragedy struck as a table saw fatally tore open Jack (Hilburn 14-5). Upon
his death a few days after the incident, Cash knew he would never be the same again. There is no
one who could compare to his older brother. This is clear as he states in his autobiography,
“After Jack’s death I felt like I’d died, too. I just didn’t feel alive. I was terribly lonely without
him. I had no other friend” (28). Specifically, as the lyric states, there is no other friend that
could compare to Jack. His first and only friend in childhood had been taken from him, and Cash
was forced to forge forward in the world with a gaping hole in his heart. His memories of Jack
are incomparable, and he could not compare any times with other friends when looking back on
his life. The song reflects the pain Cash felt as a young boy that remained with him until his
dying days. When Cash was to reflect back on his life, in a final CD, there was no way that he
could not contrive a special message to Jack, from J.R.
His daughter, Roseanne, recounted how she feels the death affected her father: “Dad was
wounded so profoundly by Jack’s death, and by his father’s reaction—the blame and
recrimination and bitterness,’ she says. ‘If someone survives that kind of damage, either great
evil or great art can come out of it. And my dad had the seed of great art in him” (Hilburn 17).
Cash’s notably cold and distant father had blamed him for Jack’s death, insisting he should have
prevented him from going to work that day (Hilburn 17). Cash was weighed down by both the
loss of his hero and mentor, but also by the bitter neglect of his father. He has also been very
open about the impact of the loss of his brother and aimed to share his devotion to his late
brother and friend. As he stated, “Losing Jack was terrible. It was awful at the time and it’s still a
big, cold, sad place in my heart and soul” (Cash 27). He has also stated that Jack presided over